Thinking

is one of my habit. I could say that as long as my mind awake, I think. When I read, I think. When I listen to music, I think. When I take a shower, I think. Even when I talk, I think... of something else (that's why sometimes I say bullshits =.=). It's kinda impossible to keep my brain stop thinking. Maybe that's why I can't experience the feeling of Yoga, or meditation. And one of my favorite topics to think about is "immoral questions". Those are questions, and they are immoral, which mean if you ask these questions in front of the public, people will judge you as "an asshole, a jerk, a psycho,..." something like that. But I'm sure these questions will appear when you think a lot, and think about everything that possible in this universe. Sometimes I just want to ask to know what they think (my curiosity is quite high), but I don't want to be judged for the person I am not. So, just keep them in my and analyze myself. Here are just some of my thoughts, and they are thought in another side of the issue, that's all, no more or less:
            +Killing animal for food: People kill animal for food. But still, some people feel guilty when they eat dog meats but none when they consume pork, beef or chicken. What are the differences? Dogs are smarter than others? So that's mean in the society you have the power to do whatever you like to stupid people ? Dogs are human's best friends? So you can treat people-who-are-not-your-friend the way you like? No, you won't. Actually people do things for their benefit, and if there's something sounds "ethically" and not harm their benefit, sure they will join along. It's another way of looking to this issue. Actually I don't like dog meat, so I won't eat it. That's all.
             +War: yeah yeah yeah, war is not good, war kill people. But if there's no war, mankind can't develop as fast as they are supposed to be right now. Think, if  there's no war, will USA have money to invest on technology and like a boss? Will Japan uprising like they do to reconstruct the nation? Will countries compete to be the market leader? Nope, they won't, they have no reasons (or resources) to do so. And the main reason for war, again, is benefit. If there's no benefit, what nations fight with each other for? Revolution happened because of the unequal of benefit, technology revolution happened because they want to achieve more benefits than others. Mankind need a reason to develop, and the most obvious one is benefit. However, I'm a peace-lover. One of my biggest wish is just to have a peaceful life without competing.
                +Sex before (or without) marriage: ummm, sensitive issue, so I won't say much. Just think as 2 grown people, old enough to take responsibility, and the result of doing so. And they "accept" to do so. Again, benefit comes. After, problems knock the door. So.... solve it by yourself!!! you know what would be after that (from tv, newspaper, radio),... and you agree to have fun, then... plz, we don't have fun for you, your parents don't have fun for you, so it's your turn to take responsibility. You're grown people na' =.=.


There's something even more serious, but i won't tell, my English is not skillful enough.